Message from Hayden

Yesterday I received a message from Hayden in the mail. Last week I was in a card shop and spotted a card that made me think of Hayden. I wrote him a message and mailed it to him. Yesterday I got it back, torn up with a note enclosed. The note was a drawing of his hand giving me the bird and signed Sincerally, Not your son. Brought tears to me and made me rethink this blog. I am not sure if I can ever win my sons hearts back. They have been poisened too much by the negitivity from their mother and family. I know they are both mad or upset at me for the whole divorce but as we all know. People grow apart and I never intended to hurt them. I always thought that I would still see them and have a relationship with them. I don't think that is going to happen. If they are reading this, Boys, I am sorry for failing as a father and I hope that your lives turn out great and you aspire to be all that you want. I love you both but I am signing off for now. Love Dad