Still Freezing Rain

I really can't believe how aweful this winter has been so far. We have had nothing but freezing rain all day. They are talking about a winter storm coming tonight and lasting through the weekend. I texted Hayden and told him that I hoped he was safe and warm. I still worry about you two. I can't be the father that I want to be and I still have the need to protect you both from being hurt. I know you are going to say that I have already hurt you more than I know. It wasn't intentional and what happen between your mother and I, was just that between us. You two should not have been put though any of what you already have. I hold your mother responsible for filling your ears with all her bad feeling towards me. It basically turned my two sons against me. Hayden you need to understand that I didn't mean to say those thing to the Dentist. If I had known that you were listening, I would not have said it. I was just so mad that your mother was trying to stick me with yet another bill. She stuck me with all the medical bills and I didn't want that to happen with the ortho bill. Trust me, I do love you very much. I'll stop for now but there is a ton of stuff you two need to hear another version of. Someday maybe we can sit down, just the three of us and talk more on this subject. Maybe over some beers while watching football. For now just believe me I do care about you two. Love you both.