New Years Eve

Today is New Years Eve, a time to sit back and reflect on the happenings in life over the past tweleve months. I also am gearing up to set new goals for 2010. One of them will be to continue this blog. Another one will be to try and see you two again. I am sorry things didn't work out between you mother and I. These things happen and really are no fault of the children. I always loved you two and spending time playing in the yard or even coaching you in the various sports that you are in. I miss the times playing catch with the football with Hayden. I feel he is the one that hurts the most and it pains me to think that maybe he feels that I didn't love him. Hayden, I truly do love you and your brother. Nathan and I have had contact briefly about a year ago. That doesn't mean that I cared more for him. I didn't have a number to reach you at. Luckly I found it on the internet when I googled your name. Evidentally one of your friends lost their phone and needed all of the phone numbers. He set up a Facebook account and invited you all to give him your numbers. That's how I found it. I wish you would pick up when I try to call. Well I hope you both have a joyeous New Years Eve. Nathan don't drink too much. It is your first as a 21 year old. Love you both